So I'm trying not to worry about everything.
where are we going to live..
when are we going to sell this house..
are we going to like living in another state..
is everyone going to be happy..
what is everyone going to think having said we're going to move to Oregon and now it's not happening...
So I found out stress can eep in to your body even if you think it's going OK. I've been having a lot more pain through my body lately and last Thursday I spent the afternoon in the ER. My heart was wanting to flip out of my chest. Not good, I guess. It's happened before, usually when I lay down to sleep but it goes away. Not Thursday. It kept jumpin' around and even though I tried to take it easy I was so tired. So tired while trying to take breaths and just sitting still was uncomfortable, so I went in.
All the tests came back OK. He (the doctor) said your heart can do some weird things sometimes and a lot of times people don't even feel it. But some people are sensitive to it, yeah, imagine... me, sensitive.. *g* So I didn't find out much, but I'm glad my heart looked OK. We're waiting on a Lyme's test result that they did, I guess that can effect your heart and that would explain my acheyness and being even more tired than usual.
So I'm breathing and relaxing and knowing that we are exactly where we need to be and telling myself all will be well.
Oh, and sometimes crying helps too :P